The woes of growing up way faster than normal kids, good and bad.
But I’m still glad I turned out strong and unique heheh.
I appreciate your kindness in bestowing a flock of vultures but I really would just prefer geeking out alone with some aimless drama and my blanket.
Spare me the horror.
Betwixt and between, my head was juggled up with memories of 2013.
I think 2013 is a year of filtering, of what’s worthy and what’s not.
Mundane, appalling, fulfilling.
Suddenly I remembered why I fought this war in the first place, to search for something different. Throughout the journey, I lost and gained things but I actually felt that it was worth it. My head was all juggled up this year but now I get to see who’s real and stayed true to their words and the answer is.. none.(LOL)
I lost a lot of things but the wacky part is I actually don’t feel upset, like all these are just some sort of facade, incognito.
The truth is.. I can never make people stay or like me. If they do, they do.
The last stage- Acceptance. With that, I have officially graduated from heartache bootcamp.
Goodbye 2013 and Au Revoir Mon cher-s, thank you.
When the right one comes, he will stay. (*Back to hopeless-romantic mode)
B told me that no matter what we do and where we will be, stay true to yourself and you will be happy.
My life on this tiny planet hasn’t been easy but I won’t give up and I never will, that’s my gift.
This is one twisted hell tough year but also one where I’ve learnt alot on how to be a real woman.
All expectations on me, I will make it one day and provide my loved ones a better life.
The year of pain and forgiveness, to the people who stayed and left, thank you.