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Some things are better left unsaid.
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Work crazy,
Play crazy.

Work crazy,
Play crazy.

We also did some catwalks… 
Meanies heh.

We also did some catwalks…
Meanies heh.

It was late at night so…. we kinda secretly took our rival’s hideous collection and did some crazy stuff.
Well… it’s a fashion school after all and we are witches.
Tehehehe.

It was late at night so…. we kinda secretly took our rival’s hideous collection and did some crazy stuff.
Well… it’s a fashion school after all and we are witches.
Tehehehe.

Look, roses were never red.

Look, roses were never red.

Love is weakness, it feels real now. At the start, it always does. But it’s an illusion. It fades and then ure left with nothing.

Love is weakness, it feels real now. At the start, it always does. But it’s an illusion. It fades and then ure left with nothing.

French guy: “You made these flowers yourself?”
Me: “yea”
French guy: “ohhh it’s beautiful, you can work in Japan for them.”

YAY.

French guy: “You made these flowers yourself?”
Me: “yea”
French guy: “ohhh it’s beautiful, you can work in Japan for them.”

YAY.

I have no idea why but I kinda like it here.
A world where I have no excess time to ponder upon everything dark.
Somewhere I can shut myself out from all those deceitful, distracting, odious facades.
Somewhere less excruciating.
Somewhere quiet.
Somewhere safe.
Here, I found back the passion I lost for fashion, to be exact.. creation. 
I can feel it’s unhealthy, I know I need to open that damn door and start meeting new people soon.
But the conundrum…. so unsettling. 
I like this tiny planet here,
come and find me, maybe.

I have no idea why but I kinda like it here.
A world where I have no excess time to ponder upon everything dark.
Somewhere I can shut myself out from all those deceitful, distracting, odious facades.
Somewhere less excruciating.
Somewhere quiet.
Somewhere safe.
Here, I found back the passion I lost for fashion, to be exact.. creation.
I can feel it’s unhealthy, I know I need to open that damn door and start meeting new people soon.
But the conundrum…. so unsettling.
I like this tiny planet here,
come and find me, maybe.

7am hospital,
8am school,
1am home,
3am more work.
4 hours of sleep, cycle.
I am racing, racing with time.
Give me some grace, some more time and maybe some real love.

Some have it easy, some have to grit their teeth.
But we come out strong.

She was this dainty little girl.
But one day it rained blood and the flowers were no longer pure white. 
She wish she hadn’t bring the flowers out for a walk because that forest was real scary. There were creatures lurking,  waiting to devour her.
And that day, she fell into a manhole. 
So deep and dark.
All so uncanny.

She was this dainty little girl.
But one day it rained blood and the flowers were no longer pure white.
She wish she hadn’t bring the flowers out for a walk because that forest was real scary. There were creatures lurking, waiting to devour her.
And that day, she fell into a manhole.
So deep and dark.
All so uncanny.

Dad: “读书读好好在来看mummy.”
Time forbid me to pledge filiality and for that I must excel.
Don’t sleep fon, don’t sleep.

We are all creatures, imperfect creatures on borrowed time.

We are all creatures, imperfect creatures on borrowed time.

Dear diary,
I dislike hospital beds, it makes me sad.
Alot of things don’t matter anymore.

The magnificent headgear from the talented and one of the nicest guy I’ve known.
Thank you, I love it.
It’s gonna be massive.