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“Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward.”

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Do everything with love. And everything will love u back in its own lil ways.

Do everything with love. And everything will love u back in its own lil ways.

Meu nome é Fon, Prazer te conhecer.
Boa noite!!!

Meu nome é Fon, Prazer te conhecer.
Boa noite!!!

Life is alot more fragile than we think. So wewe should treat others in a way that leaves no regret. Fairly, and if possible, sincerely.

HM.

James and the giant peach.

James and the giant peach.

Dear diary, 
It took me around 8 months.
It was a dreadful eight months because I’ve not felt like that for a very long time until I met you.
Eight months of tears, self denial and then finally self discovery, the process was excruciating.
Of which I questioned myself my right and wrongs, my undoing and a lot of questions I self doubted.
I can only say that when you finally agree to let things go then will you be able to set yourself free from all the pain and lies you tell yourself to make yourself feel better, to make yourself not seem like you’re the lousy one who people leave behind. See, I thought about you when I was drunk and I got very upset but now I truly know that I don’t want any of that feeling anymore.

All those vindications, the betwixt and between, the diabolical lies… so grotesque.
The thought of you makes me upset till this very day and I don’t want to be upset anymore. I don’t want to be upset over a failed relationship or a half hearted family, I’m sick of being upset.
I don’t think about things or feel anymore. However I’m working towards being a happier person and appreciating people who appreciates me, people who make me happy.
It might have been easy for you but it wasn’t easy for me but it’s alright. 
This is life, we win some and we lose some.
It is finally over, I can walk on air from now on.
The nightmare is over.
:)

Dear diary,
It took me around 8 months.
It was a dreadful eight months because I’ve not felt like that for a very long time until I met you.
Eight months of tears, self denial and then finally self discovery, the process was excruciating.
Of which I questioned myself my right and wrongs, my undoing and a lot of questions I self doubted.

I can only say that when you finally agree to let things go then will you be able to set yourself free from all the pain and lies you tell yourself to make yourself feel better, to make yourself not seem like you’re the lousy one who people leave behind. See, I thought about you when I was drunk and I got very upset but now I truly know that I don’t want any of that feeling anymore.

All those vindications, the betwixt and between, the diabolical lies… so grotesque.
The thought of you makes me upset till this very day and I don’t want to be upset anymore. I don’t want to be upset over a failed relationship or a half hearted family, I’m sick of being upset.
I don’t think about things or feel anymore. However I’m working towards being a happier person and appreciating people who appreciates me, people who make me happy.
It might have been easy for you but it wasn’t easy for me but it’s alright.
This is life, we win some and we lose some.
It is finally over, I can walk on air from now on.
The nightmare is over.
:)

Prazer te conhecer!
Lulu and Juca.

Prazer te conhecer!
Lulu and Juca.

Go pink bear go!
That voice xx.

I’m a lingerie designer,
Meow.

I’m a lingerie designer,
Meow.

It might seem strange to start with an ending. But all endings are also beginnings. 
We just don’t know it at that time.

Mitch Albom.

It might seem strange to start with an ending. But all endings are also beginnings.
We just don’t know it at that time.

Mitch Albom.

Kill me already, how cute?!

Kill me already, how cute?!

I’m usually very picky and it’s difficult to work my mind but I’m gonna have to say this fella here is impressive with his speech when he said “I’ve been dating girls but where are the women?”
One to remember indeed.
You see, that’s why I like talking to intellectually aided men.
Boys on the other hand don’t really know how to appreciate a woman when they meet one.
By woman I meant one who can cook, work, do laundries, look good, dress and carry herself well, sexy at the right time, polite, kind, respectful and be the intellectual and supportive woman behind her man.
Well these are just expectations I aimed to work towards to be a better woman.
(I’m proud to say I am one hehehe)

You see, I haven’t been a very confident person as a kid but now the tables have turned and I’m a whole lot better thus I deserve better.
Whole package huh, indeed.
I pretty much am sure I’ve had my fair share of boys, boys who can’t even do their own laundries or cook and take flight when things get tough.
I believe the exact word would be..
Ewwww.

I’m usually very picky and it’s difficult to work my mind but I’m gonna have to say this fella here is impressive with his speech when he said “I’ve been dating girls but where are the women?”
One to remember indeed.
You see, that’s why I like talking to intellectually aided men.
Boys on the other hand don’t really know how to appreciate a woman when they meet one.
By woman I meant one who can cook, work, do laundries, look good, dress and carry herself well, sexy at the right time, polite, kind, respectful and be the intellectual and supportive woman behind her man.
Well these are just expectations I aimed to work towards to be a better woman.
(I’m proud to say I am one hehehe)

You see, I haven’t been a very confident person as a kid but now the tables have turned and I’m a whole lot better thus I deserve better.
Whole package huh, indeed.
I pretty much am sure I’ve had my fair share of boys, boys who can’t even do their own laundries or cook and take flight when things get tough.
I believe the exact word would be..
Ewwww.

Sunday is family day for me, modern family and my cooking.
As sad as it sounds, it’s actually rather awesome.
The gay wedding made me teared, I teared! So I’m not emotionless! Yay!

Sunday is family day for me, modern family and my cooking.
As sad as it sounds, it’s actually rather awesome.
The gay wedding made me teared, I teared! So I’m not emotionless! Yay!

Bloody.
I have a knack for tolerating pain, I guess I needed it to feel alive.
What doesn’t kills you makes you feel alive.
Oh yeah.

Bloody.
I have a knack for tolerating pain, I guess I needed it to feel alive.
What doesn’t kills you makes you feel alive.
Oh yeah.

Boa noite!
Meu nome é Lulu!
Portuguese for 2014’s resolution!

Boa noite!
Meu nome é Lulu!
Portuguese for 2014’s resolution!